Saturday, November 28, 2009

SaD~

i wonder wil she stil remember last year tis time wad happened 2 us. it was a bad day 2 both of us. v broke up. i beliv tat many ppl aso noe the "her" i mentioned here. n v used 2 call her samurai. hehe. if i'm given chance again 2 return baq to tat moment. i beliv things might not b da same lik now. anyway i would lik 2 say tq 2 her. i've learned a lot n i beliv tat she'd changed from gud 2 better too. ^^

have some kind of weird feelings tonite tat made me feel lik bloggin so much. dere's alwiz problems wit couples. especially 2 those so called "newbie". i juz feel lik writin it out instead of sayin it out coz i dunno how 2 say it out already.

sometimes she really dun understands me. mayb it's juz small matter. but every little things might add up n become a big matter. everythin can b solved if v talk. when i feel sad wit sth she said den she'll 1st say sth gud. but if i'm stil not ok den she'll start 2 be sad aso. den i'll cal her. but another problem arise. she'll keep quiet on da phone. but did she ever tink tat i'm the one get sad 1st. n yet i hav 2 make the call n often i feel tat she's juz talkin 2 me perfunctorily(juz my point of view). i'm alwiz the one hu talks n she does the reply. wad if one day i dun talk ? findin out our problems now is 2 make our relationship runs better in the future. but when v r discussin bout our problems n one side juz keep quiet. it wil not work. juz make me feels scare of tellin out how i feel again oni.

anyway dear. if u happened 2 c tis post. plz dun woli too much bout me. i'm juz being emo sometimes after u talk 2 me in such a way. wil try 2 find out ways 2 solve tis soon. now u r havin exams too. so dowana affect u. or else i noe u gonna blame me AGAIN. =P remember. wil not break promises 2 u. love ya. n here is da photo of her 2 those hu wishes 2 c:
SuI pOh~^^

Saturday, November 14, 2009

^.^

never update blog 4 quite a long period oledi. anyway , juz wanna share a few gud news n a bad one wit ppl here.

let me begin wit a bad news 1st. stil got 4 days den stpm starts. honestly speakin. i did my revision(a bit la). but even tat i'm stil not so confident wit da chapters tat i'm gud in. mayb exposed 2 many types of weird questions in seminar recently. anyway i'll stil work hard. gambateh!!

secondly, my bro bought a new car!! a new MYvi. i hav a new car now. compare 2 da old one. it's a bit different. so my bro advised me 2 make myself used 2 it 1st b4 i can go on da road again. T.T anyway a week of learnin is more den enuff de la. xD

lastly, a veli special(at least i tink so) gud news 4 u all. i'm in a relationship now. juz started da relationship 2day. it's hard 2 be 2gether wit someone tat u lik. right timin n right person r da 2 most important ingredients 4 a relationship 2 start. i'm hepy tat i never missed it. wanna noe hu's tat ?? wanna c how she looks lik ?? view my blog more. n i beliv tat after exam dere'll b lots of photos of me n her being uploaded here. ^^

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

HuAi ReN~



an old song tat i used 2 listen whenever i feel sad. the story of da song is mainly bout a girl hu is fallin in love with someone else. she is defined as "good" coz she told the guy honestly. "bad" coz she loves another guy. whereas 4 the guy , he is "good" coz he made a decision for her so that she bear to leave without any hesitation. he quit the relation and din wan them to be like strangers after breakin up. "bad" coz he is too cruel.